Saturday, 13 February 2016

That Feeling

Numbness of any sort is terrible for you. Pain is an indicator of something being wrong. It's the body's natural signal to make you get off your arse and do something about the problem. However, any kind of chronic pain leaves you mostly numb. In the attempt to help you live with constant pain, numbness actually takes focus away from the source and lets the problem persist.

Inaction and defeat go hand in hand. You're not sure if you're in the correct frame of mind to take any decisions. The only certain feeling is that there's something missing, but you can't articulate what it is. The mental paralysis adds to the helplessness.

I think this is where I am right now. And I'm not sure what will get me out of this. 

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