When you live keeping your expectations at the barest minimum, and people come by and decide to threaten even the little that you have kept aside for yourself, it hurts. Your existence seems threatened ... once again. And you wonder whether all the effort you put into working towards actually feeling that smile you keep on your face was worth the energy and time. It is worse when people who supposedly know you think that you should “learn to joke” about a time when you were at your worst.
I am going to revert back. I know it. It is only a matter of time. Guess I can’t keep pretending to myself much longer. How lovely. There is nothing else to say.
I am going to revert back. I know it. It is only a matter of time. Guess I can’t keep pretending to myself much longer. How lovely. There is nothing else to say.
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Aww...may I tempt you with a digital hug?
To quote from Forrest Gump:
"It happens."
"What? Shit??"
Does. At least it's "out of your system".
i really get the way you feel,but hang in there girl ...*tigh hug*
My bipolar-ness resurfaced once again. I had missed the lows. And I must say that I did enjoy what did take place. Ha ha ha.
Thank you PG, Kaz and Bricky.
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